Hello Everyone: I am the mom of Aretane, I have some sad and unhappy news to give everyone. I am afraid my son has left this world. He lost his life by choking on some candy, I was too late when I found him and he was unable to be revived. I wanted his friends to know, so I got onto his computer, and found this site. Im really sorry you had to find out this way, but I don't know any other way to get the news out. I am going to make a memorial web site for him, if anyone wants to get further info, just message here, and I will get the info to you. Thank you; Kat................................... ... A little about myself, to start I'm actually a guy but I wish i was a girl, if that bothers you then please don't leave a bad message. If you'd like to know how i came to this realization then keep reading below. I'm into diapers and cross-dressing as well as anime and samurai stuff, if you wish to only talk of a certain subject then please specify when you start the online chat. I came into realization of my want to be a woman when I started to like and wear diapers so the two are actually something i do at the same time making me a baby girl of sorts. It all started with how i used to have bladder problems till i was in my early teens and the love for diapers kinda grew from that which oddly created a feeling that i was made wrong as a guy i just never fit in with other males and i always had at least 3 friends who were girls in any place i went. After a few years i kinda began to feel like i should have been one to start and then my two wants turned into one need to feel like true person. To Annalise the combined wants its as if i felt that starting over as a girl would make me feel more "right" as a person unfortunately I'm not open to my family or my neighborhood friends about my wants but to my friends on IMVU I am very open about it so if you feel like chatting with me then give me a buzz.